The Alpha Affair (The Dark Moon Pack Series)
I want him but I know it is wrong
The morning comes, and I get out of bed, not alone, never alone. I wonder what that is like; maybe I will try it sometime. Veronica brought a friend over to the packhouse from a neighboring pack. Shayla is her name. She is lying beside me. Her long blonde hair draped over my arm, and her scent was unique. She is not as special as the scent I get from Alaska. Damn, I need to get Alaska out of my head or on my head.
I wonder what Alaska tastes like, and I have got to find out. Maybe Shayla can help me make her jealous. I hear movement in the house. It sounds like Ellie and Christy are getting things going for the day. I stay in bed. No reason for me to greet Alaska. It will only infuriate her.
Instead, I will do something else. I kiss the back of Shaylas neck. ”Wake up and ride my cock, ” I demand.
Shayla rolls over and looks at me. Her eyes are slightly still closed, but her smile lights up the room. ”Yes, Alpha, ” Shayla says.
I can hear footsteps approaching as Shayla mounts my cock. I pull her down onto me hard. Shayla moans loudly. ”Fuck me hard, Alpha. Fuck my pussy, ” Shayla moans.
Ellie, Christy, and Alaska are standing in the doorway. Alaska reaches to close the door. ”This is normal, ” Ellie says, stopping her from closing the door. I watch Alaska as Shayla rides me. I want Alaska this way. I could command her into my bed, but that would not be as much fun as her wanting me. I know she wants me. She only needs to lean into it and let herself open up to the idea.
Shayla rides me as the three women walk past my room. I can hear them talking, but I have no idea what they are saying. I concentrate on making Shayla scream. Then it hits me, her scent. Alaska is calling to me, and I can feel it. I can feel her pain and her hunger for me. Why does she reject me?
I pull Shayla onto my cock harder. ”Cum now whore, ” I growl. I press my cock deep into her and then lift her off me. ”Suck my cock, ” I growl. Shayla goes down and begins sucking my cock. I release my load into her mouth. I look up to see Alaska walking past the door. I wanted to make her jealous, but instead, I hurt her and myself too.This is not what I wanted.
Shayla takes every drop I give her. She kisses up my stomach to mount me again. ”Get the ** out of here, ” I say to her. I move fast and sit on the side of the bed.
”As you wish, Alpha, ” Shayla says. Shayla gets off the bed and begins to dress. The others move toward me.
”All of you, get out, ” I growl.
I sit on the side of the bed as the three women giggle and run out of my room. Fuck! What was I thinking? She will never be mine now. Wait! I am Alpha, and if I say she will be mine, then she will be mine. To hell with Beta Finn or Alaska. She will be mine one way or the other. Like it or not, she belongs to me.
”Alpha, ” I hear a voice from behind me. I turn around to see Alaska standing at the door. She is stunning. I am a fool. I might be the Alpha but I have no idea how to act toward Alaska. I am doing this the wrong way. If we are mates I should be trying to show her that and not ** her. Something inside me wants her in a way I have never wanted another wolf.
”Yes, Alaska, what can I do for you? ” I ask her.
Alaska moves closer to me. I stand up in front of her, still naked. She looks me up and down, biting her lip as she takes it all in, every inch of me.
”I appreciate the job and the chance to work with your pack. I only wanted to say thank you, ” Alaska says.
I walk past her and grab the door. I shut it and lock it. ”Come to me, ” I say to her.
She swallows hard and then does as she is told. ”I cannot defy you, ” Alaska says.
I grab her when she is close to me. ”No, you cannot defy me, ” I say. I pull her to me and take her in my arms.
”This is not right. I belong to Beta Finn, ” Alaska says.
But she feels so right. She feels so perfect. I want her. I pick her up and hold her against me. I want to mate her, mark her and marry her. Is that what I want? Me, marry someone. Maybe if I ** her, I will get her out of my system. No that is not what I want. I do not want to simply ** her. I want more. I want her as my LUNA! I am losing my mind.
I inhale her scent. ”Do you feel it? ” I ask her.
She nods her head and then leans into me. She kisses me gently, holding my face in her hands. ”I do, but I have to be with Beta Finn. My parents are depending on me to marry him, ” Alaska says.
”No, I can give you a better life, ” I say.
Alaska takes a deep breath. ”I will not be your whore, ” Alaska says. She pushes back, forcing me to drop her.
I grab her by the wrist. ”I promise you it is more than that, ” I say.
Alaska raises her eyebrows. ”Then prove it, ” she says. She opens the door and slams it as she leaves my bedroom. I sit down on the bed and contemplate what I should do.
Why is this so hard? Can I do this?